Tuesday, 24 April 2012

Ungrateful



Today's A to Z Blogging Challenge is U for a short story I've written, titled Ungrateful.


Olivia and Caroline sought out their usual table, nestled in the dimly lit corner of the cafe. Their monthly catch up was a long standing tradition for them. One that saw them through their awkward teens, anguished twenties and tempestuous thirties.

Sipping their coffee, Caroline observed her best friend. She seemed tense. “You're looking well, Olivia. What's new with you?”

“Well? Don’t lie, Caroline, I look like shit,” Olivia's cup clattered as she slammed it on the table. With a sigh of exasperation, she said, “Katie is driving me and Tony up the wall. She's such a spoiled brat. I don't know what I'm going to do with her. Last week, we took her and her friend, Megan, to the Sea-Life Centre. Katie wasn't interested in any of it. She walked right through, from one end to the other, without looking at the sea-life creatures. She said she was too scared!"

"Aww the poor dear," Caroline laughed.

"Poor? She's a wimp! And she shows no appreciation, whatsoever. Megan, on the other hand,” Olivia took another sip, “we couldn't tear her away from it! Poor thing doesn't get anything like this from her parents."

"That must be awf-“.

"They don't care about her the way we care about Katie,” Olivia cut in, “Megan always turns up at school with her clothes un-ironed; her hair messy; her nails dirty. Katie always has her clothes pressed, her hair perfect and clean as a whistle, and does she thank us?" she shook her head, "does she hell!"

She looked at her friend for a reaction, but Caroline sat expressionless. Olivia took this as a sign to continue.

"If you thought that was ungrateful, you should have heard her last night. I made her spaghetti bolognaise, and she didn't want it! She complained of a sore tummy, but I knew she was just lying because I wouldn't give her chocolate earlier in the day. Unappreciative little witch! She turns 8 in a few months. I just hope she grows out of this diva phase soon.”

Caroline took a sharp breath. “My goodness, 8 already? It seems like only yesterday I cradled her as a tiny baby," her eyes misted at the memory, making Olivia raise an eyebrow, confused. Pulling herself together, Caroline asked, "are you doing anything nice for her party?”

Olivia snorted “We've rented the Play Area down the road, but whether she deserves it or not is another matter. We had to book it 12 weeks in advance as well! I invited all her classmates the other day and she got upset. She said she didn't want to have a big party; that she just wanted to stay at home and read,” Olivia spat the last word out like it was poison, “I told her 'Katie, you've got to get out of this shy stage. Nobody will like you if your head is always stuck in a book. You should be grateful the other kids have even agreed to come along'. Honestly, she's turning into such a weirdo; I don't know where she gets it from." She took another sip of her coffee and looked at her friend for comfort; for reassurance. "Caroline... what's the matter?”

Caroline was no longer listening. She was staring into her cup, her eyes filled with tears.

“What is it, Caroline?”

“I have to go now, but please do me one favour", she got up and struggled to keep her voice under control, "please just love Katie for who she is and be thankful for every second you have with her. You might think she's ungrateful, but there may be people out there... who can't have children... who think you're being ungrateful.”

Olivia looked hurt. Offended. “I'm not ungrateful! I love Katie.”

Caroline's chair scraped back as she went to her friend. Bending down, she kissed Olivia's cheek. “Please make sure she knows it, every single day.”

She walked away, leaving Olivia speechless.

Later that night, Olivia told her husband, Tony, all about it, as they got ready for bed.

“Maybe she's been told she can't have kids.” he said.

“Maybe”, Olivia agreed, “but even so, that's hardly my fault, is it?”

“Exactly,” Tony nodded, “it's not fair to call you ungrateful 'cos she can't have kids. Maybe you should just phase her out of your life, darling. You’ve obviously outgrown her.”

And so she did.

After a few months, she was surprised to realise that Caroline hadn't tried to make contact with her either. Incensed that Caroline may have thought to phase her out too, she dialled her number.

It was Katie's birthday party that day, after all, and she'd be expecting a present from “Auntie Caroline.”

But she wasn't there. It was her mother who answered the phone.

Caroline had passed away, a fortnight ago. She'd been diagnosed with ovarian cancer only three months previously. “I'm really surprised you didn't know about it, I always thought you two were the best of friends” Caroline's mother said, through fresh tears.

As she hung up the phone, Tony appeared at the door, with Katie by his side, in her neatly-pressed tutu dress. She'd been crying and looked terrified about her upcoming party.

“Are you ready? We're going to be late.” Tony checked his watch, impatient.

Olivia reached out to her daughter and, wordlessly, folded her into her arms and squeezed her tight. She met Katie’s questioning eyes. “Would you prefer to go upstairs and read your book?”

The young girl looked cautious, as though being asked a trick question. She stayed silent, which pained Olivia's heart. Kissing her face repeatedly, her fresh tears meshed with her daughter's drying ones.

“Tony, call the party off. We’re doing whatever makes the birthday girl happy."

Katie had a wonderful birthday. And from that day onward, she was made to feel very loved. Every single day.

The End.



Today's song is Unfinished Sympathy from Massive Attack. Enjoy!




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Monday, 23 April 2012

Triple Treats of T's Today


I trust you all had a wonderful weekend? Good!

Today's A to Z Blogging Challenge brings you Three T's:

Tumblr 
Do you have a Tumblr account? If so, what do you use it for? I've had one for about two years, but only upload a picture/video/quote every now and then. Mainly I just love throwing pictures of shoes and clothes at it *swoon*. 

I still love having it, though. The pictures bring back a lot of memories for me. For every post, I can think back to what was going on in my life at the time. That's something other forms of social media can't do for me. Have a swatch of my Tumblr by clicking here.

Tattie Scones
I can't believe I've gone all the way to T without plugging my food blog, Noble Nourishment. Today felt appropriate to do so, as I get to share my (proper Scottish) Tattie Scone recipe with you. If you love your carbs, give it a try! Full recipe here.


My third and final T for today, is the music video for Traktor, by Wretch 32. I loooooove this song.



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Friday, 20 April 2012

Radio 4



Today's R for the A to Z Blogging Challenge is dedicated to Radio 4.


When I started my Philosophy course, we had an Induction Day, where we were given a tremendous speech by the inspirational Dr. Kevin Frances. I'll remember it, and him, forever. He said that, whatever we do, we should do it well. Read well, write well and live well. He recommended we all start listening to Radio 4, and I did just that.


The range of shows make it impossible not to stimulate your brain and imagination. Maybe I'm just getting old, but I'd prefer that over yet another mechanical pop song on the wireless (Ok, there's no doubt about it: I AM getting old).


You can squeeze these in on your journeys to/from work, or make a point of chilling out and listening to it exclusively. Mind you, we all know how writers apparently never have time for such luxuries.


I believe it's all part of my personal growth, so I make a point of it.


Here are my top 3 BBC Radio 4 shows, with links to the Podcasts for your downloading pleasure.


Listen well, people.




Books and Authors: This is self-explanatory. Let Mariella Frostrup's velvety voice sooth you, whilst she and guests (usually other writers) talk about their favourite books and what makes them so good. A worthy show for any writer!


















Drama of the Week: These plays have yet to fail at drawing me in completely. Usually less than an hour long: Go run a bubble bath and immerse yourself in a tension-filled tale.














A Point of View: These are great little snippets of thought-provoking speeches. How do hastily written emails compare to the old-fashioned art of letter writing? Is there such a thing as Information Overload? Have a browse through the list of POV's; I'm sure you'll find something to peak your interest.












Here's a list of the rest of them, should you wish to investigate further!


Today's R music video is for Rage Against The Machine. Who doesn't love Killing in the name of? Shall we partake in a spot of head-banging, perhaps? Don't mind if I do.








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Thursday, 19 April 2012

It is a good thing for an educated man to read books of quotations.

Winston Churchill


We all know by now that I love quotations. Judging by the tweets of fellow writers on Twitter, I'm not alone in this love for insightful snippets.


Therefore, I felt it appropriate to share some of my favourite Quotations today, as the Q in my A to Z Challenge:


"If we all did the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves."
- Thomas Alva Edison


"Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent."
- Eleanor Roosevelt


"The argument from Intimidation is a confession of intellectual impotence."
 - Ayn Rand


"A successful person is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him or her."
 - David Brinkley


"People don't care how much you know--until they know how much you care."
- John C. Maxwell

I could go on forever, to be honest, but I'd better not, lest you tire of me!


I get quotes sent to me, via email, on a daily basis. I enjoy pausing for that wee moment of clarity. If you'd like that too, I'd recommend subscribing to Quote Of The Day and Thought Of The Day.


I'd like to mention that I haven't had much time for visiting other blogs the past few days. Thank you to my lovely readers, who comment on my posts regardless of this.




And now... for the Pièce de résistance.

This song takes pride of place as my No. 1 Favourite Song of All Time. Ladies and Gentlemen... I give you Queens of The Stone Age, Song For the Dead.







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Wednesday, 18 April 2012

"You are what you believe yourself to be”



Today's P in my A to Z Blogging Challenge is dedicated to someone who, through the medium of fiction, has had quite a profound impact on my life. Paulo Coelho.


(Follow him on Twitter)



I've already gushed about this man before, in a previous post, but he deserves endless adulation for what he does; for who he is.


Around 6 years ago, a former colleague gave me a copy of The Alchemist, which I absorbed voraciously.


A lot of writers talk about their book being a "personal journey" for their characters. That's quite an understatement for this book! In The Alchemist, the main character, Santiago, is searching for his Personal Legend: his goal/achievement in life. Every page is filled with sage advice on how to search for your own Personal Legend. Here are some of those wonderful words:


“It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.” 


“When we love, we always strive to become better than we are. When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too.” 


“Every blessing ignored becomes a curse.”


“The secret of life, though, is to fall seven times and to get up eight times.” 

“Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives, but none about his or her own.” 


“When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better, too.” 


OK, I'll stop. I want to share them all with you though!


What writer wouldn't love this book? In fact, never mind writers: anyone with an ounce of ambition; of desire to fulfill a purpose in life and live well, should read this book. I would imagine this book to be especially wonderful for anyone who is perhaps at a crossroad in their lives, or feeling despondent about their current situation.


This book gives Perspective with a capital P. It's one of the few books I re-read frequently. The Alchemist is only one of his vast collection of amazing books (special mention to his collection of short stories "Like the Flowing River"), and I aim to own them all by the time my puff runs out.


While I'm at it, I would also recommend Kahlil Gibran's The Prophet and Richard Bach's Jonathan Livingston Seagull: A story. A mild warning, though: if you read them all with quick succession, you may quit your job and become a hippie. Consider yourself cautioned.


Today's P music video is for Promises, by Nero. High volume is mandatory.







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Tuesday, 17 April 2012

On Writing

Today's A-Z Blogging Challenge is dedicated to O for On Writing: A memoir of the Craft, written by Stephen King




I have a bit of a love-hate relationship with "How To" books, especially when they're written by people who haven't the goods to back up their words! That could never be said about Stephen King, however. He's an absolute master of his trade.

In the first of two sections in this book, he goes into quite personal detail about his life; about how he came to be the writer he is today. From writing Carrie in a laundry room with a child's desk balanced on his knees, to his alcohol and drug problem, with his struggles as a writer throughout. We all know how that turned out, though :)

The second part details how he writes. He admits it may not work for everyone, but if you're like me, you'll love reading this kind of stuff. His words are very inspiring. I'm fairly sure a person with no interest in becoming a writer would want to start their first novel after reading this!

When I'm feeling bogged down with my WIP, or losing direction, I just dip into this book and, magically, it won't be long before I'm inspired again. Therefore, I'd gladly recommend this to any writer in the hope that it does the same for them.

Some of his words of wisdom that ring true for me:

"The scariest moment is always just before you start.”

“You can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will.”

“In many cases when a reader puts a story aside because it 'got boring,' the boredom arose because the writer grew enchanted with his powers of description and lost sight of his priority, which is to keep the ball rolling.”

Today's O music video is for my favourite Oasis song: Slide Away. Enjoy!




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Monday, 16 April 2012

Other uses for newspapers...


Today's post for my A to Z Challenge, is dedicated to N for Newspapers.

Don't laugh, but I collect newspaper clippings of stories that grip my attention, for the purpose of using them as inspiration in my stories. 

Over the years, the clippings have accumulated to a rather mighty mass of drama and scandal...


The biggest benefit of these clippings, for me, are the finer details. For instance, how many months pass between a crime and it's trial? Or what might a defence lawyer have to say about a particularly despicable client (they usually speak about the criminal's state of mind or mitigating circumstances, which could be good for fleshing out a nasty character, perhaps)? What happens at inquests for unexplained deaths? 

I also like to read witness comments on incidents; they really paint a picture for you. The options are endless and I'm sure you could spend hours poring over the stories, should you feel so inclined.

If you like to read newspapers online, here's a great link to an abundance of free publications (and limitless potential for stories!) for London Newspapers (you can skip the registration: I don't bother registering).

Would anyone else like to admit their hoarding habits? Come on... don't leave me hanging!

Today's N music video is for November Rain, by Guns N' Roses. An exceptional display of musical genius.








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